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hannah ([personal profile] hannah) wrote2025-11-15 11:15 pm

Tech adaptation.

As I told several people I would, today I cleaned my computer. The physical object. I got the Q-tips, the Isopropyl, the canned air, the screwdriver set, watched a couple of videos and read some manuals, and got to work. It was a delightfully straightforward set of tasks and, unless I'm running a hyper-specific program that has moments of taking up 100% of the CPU, my computer's now nice and quiet. The only issue I've got right now is the front LED is blinking in an irregular frequency, which tells me one of two things: a physical component needs to be replaced at some point, or the LED itself isn't working properly. Absolutely nothing I've done so far today has caused me any further issues, so I'm not going to worry too much. I'll see what happens the next time I get the urge to play Stardew Valley.

Also of note, though much less pleasant, was having to bear through a couple anxiety spikes. It's been a while and I'm out of practice with them, and I haven't forgotten how they keep lingering. I hope it's all gone by tomorrow.
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Joy ([personal profile] givemeyourhonor) wrote2025-11-15 07:40 pm

A Covert Operation, A Twisted Wonderland fic, Chapter 1

Title: A Covert Operation, chapter 1
Characters/Pairing: Ace/Deuce
Warnings: Eventual Smut, but not until chapter 3. This chapter is just Ace thinking about Deuce's muscles
Notes: Inspired by how buff Deuce is in his Liongarb card
Summary: A conversation about Deuce's muscles inspires Ace to do a little investigation.
Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/74258526/chapters/193799686
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Joy ([personal profile] givemeyourhonor) wrote2025-11-15 07:40 pm

Feral States, A Twisted Wonderland Fanfic, Chapter 1

Title: Feral States, Chapter 1
Characters/Pairing: Jade/Deuce
Warnings: Noncon, Mating Cycles, Interspecies sex, Anal sex, Hand jobs, Imprinting, Bondage, Water Sex, Near Drowning (seriously read all the tags
Notes: Posting something a little out of my comfort zone
Summary: Deuce visits the lake for a homework assignment and runs into Jade Leech at the wrong time.
Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/74072306/chapters/193249456
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pensnest ([personal profile] pensnest) wrote2025-11-14 04:27 pm

poor puzzled moon, he wore a frown

Beast and I had a lovely time away last weekend visiting [personal profile] nopseud (and her sterling chap, of course) along with [personal profile] chalcopyrite. We went to Compton Verney for a 'yarn fair' which was essentially a marketplace for some very lovely crafting. There was also actual yarn, and I refrained from purchasing any! Which I think was exceeding strong-minded of me.

We went into Coventry on Sunday, and looked at the original cathedral (fortunately it did not rain), then had Afternoon Tea in a very nice crypt.

* * *

Oh, dear. I just watched the trailer (most of it, anyway) for the new Wuthering Heights movie. Twice I was moved to exclaim What the fuck is she wearing? out loud.

Now, to be fair, I do not remember the book very well. I read it many years ago and hated it. It is my firm belief that passion should be bridled. Wuthering Heights does not bridle anything, except possibly the occasional horse. I can't remember it having any unloathsome characters, although I dare say I am being unfair. But it is not a great love story. It is a thoroughly horrible story about thoroughly horrible people who are thoroughly horrible to one another and everybody in their vicinity. Which culd make a good—and disturbing—film. It is not a Harlequin Romance of dubious period. This film, however....

One not to watch.
Goodbye June", otoh, looks like a delightful tearjerker and I shall seek it out.

Meanwhile, we are watching the new season of The Diplomat. I really enjoy this show. You never know quite what is going to happen next. It is wondrously entangled and complicated and everybody has a different and valid point of view and any situation can twist round into its opposite when a new point of view comes into it. Also, CJ and Josh! Good stuff.

*

Oh for god's sake. I wrote the following out the day before yesterday, and now I see a news item about some vacuous person suggesting that if it was a 15-year-old not a 5-year-old, it's not paedophilia and therefore isn't really bad at all.

I can't help but feel that all this emphasis on the 'pedophiles' from the Epstein list is a mistake. As best we know, the persons of prominence who are so accused are guilty of having sex* with the unwilling, the trafficked, the drugged, etc, but not with actual children. 'Ephebophile' is the term for those who have sex with teenagers. And a seventeen-year-old, while entirely plausible as a rape victim, is not a little girl.

Thirteen, now. That's different. But let's keep things clear.

At some point these definitions are going to come up in court. The repellent Andrew will probably point out that the age of consent in the UK is 16, making him innocent as snow when it comes to having sex* with a seventeen-year-old. And the whole thing—all the disgraceful behaviour from rape to people trafficking to whatever—is going to be dismissed as "she probably wanted it" because so many people will (a) blame a female, always, and (b) want to believe Trump is innocent. The actually innocent are going to be represented as conniving people who must have got something out of the experience, and selfish, exploitative people are going to be represented as their victims.

The less hyperbole is used, the more it remains possible to point out the actual crimes.

*rape, but that's not what they will say
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Cimorene ([personal profile] cimorene) wrote2025-11-14 04:02 pm
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The value of failed art

Recently I watched a random algorithm-suggested YouTube video about that DIY house from the SomethingAwful forums and it reminded me of a Folding Ideas video that talks about the child-obliterating zipline discussion, so I'm rewatching some old Folding Ideas videos (still can't remember which one did that and I haven't found it yet). Today I watched Folding Ideas | An American Tail: Fievel Goes to Video Game Hell (Oct 4, 2018) and came across this striking quote that articulates a lot of what I enjoy about reading bad and mediocre fanfiction.

I wanted to share this with you, not because it's important or good or an underrated gem, but because it's none of those things. This game is bad. It's cheaply made, it's difficult to find, it's largely forgotten, it's not fun, and for all those reasons, it's likely to vanish entirely. And that's why I wanted to preserve it.

I believe in the value of failed art. Art that is driven by carelessness, by unchecked and untalented ego, by spectacularly low-stakes greed. It has a tendency to be novel, to be unpredictable, in a way that deliberate art never can. This is why it's so much fun to watch bad movies.

No one would ever make this game on purpose. Something in the creative process needs to be fundamentally broken to get to this point.

If you were going to sit down two decades later to make a game out of An American Tail because you actually cared about the movie and you cared about making the game, you're not going to churn out a hodgepodge series of disconnected minigames that don't work well.

It is not simply a lack of time or money that produces something like An American Tail the video game, but a profound lack of caring.

The end product of that broken process isn't worth playing for its own merits, but it is worth playing because it's worth remembering.

Dan Olson, "Folding Ideas - An American Tail: Fievel Goes to Video Game Hell" (Oct 4, 2018)


Interestingly, the fact that it tends to be novel, unpredictable, and fun, in a way that is maybe like watching bad movies, remains true even though there are probably many more pieces of bad fanfiction that aren't driven by a profound lack of caring.

On one level, yes, there's an overwhelming carelessness in a lot of badfic and a lot of modern fanfiction in general - I've talked before about the changing norms around beta reading, then editing, then even spellcheck, so that now editing is vanishingly rare and an overwhelming majority of the works you see in the tags I've visited at AO3 in recent years - with the sole exception of Yuletide and other fests - are dominated by things that haven't even been spellchecked, and you're less likely to see betas thanked in the notes than to see a statement that they didn't bother to spellcheck, didn't have a beta, or will maybe proofread later but they couldn't proofread before posting because they just "had to" post from their phone on a train in a tunnel at 3 am to meet a nonexistent deadline. The current norms seem to be extremely casual, and to consider editing and spellcheck and even reading back over what you've written as a fussy optional bit of formality that isn't really needed on comfortable casual occasions like posting fic, but should be saved for very special events.

But on another, of course, fanfiction is not often produced with a complete lack of caring. There is at least an enthusiasm or interest, an effort, however small, involved in putting their ideas into words - even if they've just sort of farted out the initial form of the idea without engaging their internal filters at all, or posted a chat log and not bothered to take out the tags and add sentence-final punctuation to it, at least there was a mental spark behind it that is probably not present in the corporate greed and maze of underpaid subcontractors involved with cheap crap videogames.

In spite of the presence in most fanfiction (I say most because you will still run into things that are like 'this was actually written for my OCs and I've used find and replace with the pairing names from this list of five popular fandoms, you can read this same poorly-punctuated fart with the names from the other fandoms here!') of that animating spark, though, overall, surveying the field of badfic and, tbh, even most of the generically mediocre fanfiction that [personal profile] waxjism would describe in her spreadsheet as "sub mid"... the vibes of what he's saying here hold true.

They do reek of an often fascinating level of not-caring, whether it's caring enough to use spellcheck or taking five seconds to google an incorrect fact they stuck in that they didn't have to put there in the first place. They do provide a fully perceptible class of novelty - random, bizarre innovations that it feels like nobody could have done "on purpose". They do remind you of very bad movies. And in many of them it does seem like something in the creative process had to be fundamentally broken (perhaps just the steps between the initial brainstorming and any analysis or consideration or planning).